I need one day to sleep in, and do nothing all day. Something that would require very little effort from my brain. The only thing I would have to do is think about what I want to eat or watch. And then I would get a good nights sleep.

I have been operating on overdrive for the past 11 days now that I feel beat up by the time I sleep. I woke up this morning feel like I was lifting 1000Kgs and my body was dead. When I lifted myself out of bed I felt so damn heavy, and my alarms at a high volume are having a hard time waking me up. The curtain are open yet I dont seem to be able to get up that easily. The only reason Im getting up is because I know I have deadlines and my time is commited after work to family and others. Its not really that I have a choice, somethings are just really out of my hands.

I need to just pass out one day to get a good nights sleep, and I dont want to waste my friday not being able to ride or do what I want so I dont sleep in. Im feeling everything from this week and last week.